That Someone!

There is this someone,
I often hate, yet always adore..!
No no, this ain't another romantic poem,
I know, you guys are now bored!
So, this someone I was talking about,
Sometimes makes me shout!
A lot of times, makes me smile soo much,
How? Why? When?, I just cannot understand, as such!
After few days I again have to cry,
Somehow, down the line.. It taught me..
To get up and give life another try!

I met many people, all cause of this someone,
Some came in with lot of happiness,
Some brought in sadness!!
I was given things, I dint even need,
But then keeps me waiting for the things I plead!

There is this thing, that this someone writes,
Makes me miss sleep soo many nights!
Things in my life, some unspoken text,
Things that scare me, I always wonder what's next!
When I think, nothing can go wrong,
My life goes around like a ball, in ping pong!
Today, I am somewhat doing well,
I just wanna know, whats next?

Help me, understand this someone!
People call him God, he controls my life!
Help Me.. Will You?
Help Me.. Can You?